back to school (again!)

After many twists, turns, bumps, and a whole lot of drama in between, I'm finally back in school. It was actually a bit of a sudden decision. Although I had always planned on going back eventually, I never expected it to be this soon. Either way, I'm grateful and blessed. Especially for my dad, who has been incredibly supportive of all this and was actually the one who encouraged me to get on with it.

There's quite a heavy back-story behind this. I don't know if I have the heart to tell it all. It's really been a crazy and emotional past few years for me, and up until now, I'm still struggling, mostly with myself. I've kept this part of my life private, and my boyfriend's the only one who knows about every little detail. But just to vaguely share something raw about me without giving away too much: I'm seeking help and learning to deal with it one step at a time. Yun na muna.

So, here I am. Back in fashion school for the second time around, pursuing my second degree. A series of unfortunate events forced me to stop before and hold off on the dream, but I guess The Big Man Upstairs doesn't give up on me that easily. Though I've only gone through orientation (we had to draw today!) and met a few people, so far, everything's been lovely and everyone's been so nice and down-to-earth. I hope admiration and inspiration persists rather than haughtiness and intimidation.

Praying I finally find my place here and don't mess this up. Keep moving forward.

and here's me today

Cotton On top, Zara skirt, Charles & Keith wedges, Forever 21 earrings, bag from Italy