You are at a point in your life when nothing seems to go according to plan and you feel unsure of yourself. It's never how you imagine it to be, but trust that everything will fall into place. You will come across more opportunities to grow, meet friends who will help and encourage you to reach your goals, marry the love of your life, and raise that family you've always dreamed of.
You can be whoever you want to be and do amazing things, as long as you put your mind, heart, and soul into it. Take risks and allow yourself to make mistakes. It's perfectly okay to look and act stupid sometimes. Most importantly, be kind to yourself. Avoid comparing yourself to others. Don't worry about what they will think. Don't worry about being left behind. You'll get there eventually, and you'll find that you're stronger and braver than you think you are.